Come back to normal day...alone at a unknown place...is ok..i already use to it..get familiar to it..must learn more and more independent and self motivate to motivate myself to be more positive and hardworking for my study...i don't want to think more...my heart get scare again and again...i do something worse than i expect which i don't know at all..i feel guilty... i feel so sad...cry...sad...i don't know how to face it..
i don't know how..it destroy my mine and my future..i don't know how to face it...it always appear in my mind once u tell me...what should i do? what should soft it although is over..
HOW???
HOW???
SORRY...
Friday, February 19, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
this few days 11-14 february 2010
February 11 to February 13
这几天。。我都在GOLDCOAST的一间庙里做义工。。因为爸爸吩咐我到那边记得去庙念佛做义工。。集福报。。毕竟到了这边。。还没上课的。。就到那边去看看。。。第一次坐那边的火车。。。还蛮清洁和干净的又很快。。但是有点贵。。从这边坐去ＧＯＬＤＣＯＡＳＴ要七块多。。。也太贵了吧。。。到了那边。。。顶礼法师后。。。就开始拜佛做义工等等。。
那几天还过得很愉快很舒服。。完全没有压力。。惟有用餐时有点压力罢了因为跟法师一起用。。难免会有点压力的。。。那边只是用一餐罢了。。。还好。。我的胃不是那么大。。。可以顶。。哈哈。。。
那边的风景很美很幽空气很好。。。不想马来西亚的。。比起来一个是天一个是地。。。。哈哈。。不能比啊。。虽然这时候有点热但是还好。。。才过了几天。。我的皮肤有点变黑了。。。咳。。。没有以前那白白的又嫩嫩的皮肤了。。哈哈。。。
待了几天。。心情也好转了一些。。。也因为文件的关系。。我必须回去宿舍。。然后去学校去拿。。等等。。。。也因为这样我星期五又坐火车回去了。。。还蛮担心的。。。因为不是很会那边的路程。。没关系只要张开口问一问。。。就好了。。。不要怕。。。上了火车。。出发了。。。还蛮担心时间不够。。学校关了。。那我赶回来就白费了。。。还好我赶得上。。。拿了文件。。回宿舍去。。
ＳＥＴＴＬＥＤＯＷＮ 后。。。休息。。。上一上网。。。便休息睡觉了。。赶了一天的路。。。很累了。。。
February, 13 to February 14.
this few days, i stay in the hostel and settle down all my stuff..preparing to University as well as arrange my stuff including cloths, documents, and so on. overall are good and everything is fine.thank gods and appreciate it..Chinese new year is the next day..alone here and nothing to do here..cannot watch TV, cannot meet friend and family and so on..haiz...sad arh...never mind..just 1 yr to go..very fast and is new experience here that i can pass by the chinese new year at Australia whereby is a a totally new environment to me. Although i lonely, afraid, worry, homesick but all is just a short period only..i must able to well establish everything as well as study hard in order to graduate here.
thank you dad and mum...:)
Take care everyone...
gods bless...
这几天。。我都在GOLDCOAST的一间庙里做义工。。因为爸爸吩咐我到那边记得去庙念佛做义工。。集福报。。毕竟到了这边。。还没上课的。。就到那边去看看。。。第一次坐那边的火车。。。还蛮清洁和干净的又很快。。但是有点贵。。从这边坐去ＧＯＬＤＣＯＡＳＴ要七块多。。。也太贵了吧。。。到了那边。。。顶礼法师后。。。就开始拜佛做义工等等。。
那几天还过得很愉快很舒服。。完全没有压力。。惟有用餐时有点压力罢了因为跟法师一起用。。难免会有点压力的。。。那边只是用一餐罢了。。。还好。。我的胃不是那么大。。。可以顶。。哈哈。。。
那边的风景很美很幽空气很好。。。不想马来西亚的。。比起来一个是天一个是地。。。。哈哈。。不能比啊。。虽然这时候有点热但是还好。。。才过了几天。。我的皮肤有点变黑了。。。咳。。。没有以前那白白的又嫩嫩的皮肤了。。哈哈。。。
待了几天。。心情也好转了一些。。。也因为文件的关系。。我必须回去宿舍。。然后去学校去拿。。等等。。。。也因为这样我星期五又坐火车回去了。。。还蛮担心的。。。因为不是很会那边的路程。。没关系只要张开口问一问。。。就好了。。。不要怕。。。上了火车。。出发了。。。还蛮担心时间不够。。学校关了。。那我赶回来就白费了。。。还好我赶得上。。。拿了文件。。回宿舍去。。
ＳＥＴＴＬＥＤＯＷＮ 后。。。休息。。。上一上网。。。便休息睡觉了。。赶了一天的路。。。很累了。。。
February, 13 to February 14.
this few days, i stay in the hostel and settle down all my stuff..preparing to University as well as arrange my stuff including cloths, documents, and so on. overall are good and everything is fine.thank gods and appreciate it..Chinese new year is the next day..alone here and nothing to do here..cannot watch TV, cannot meet friend and family and so on..haiz...sad arh...never mind..just 1 yr to go..very fast and is new experience here that i can pass by the chinese new year at Australia whereby is a a totally new environment to me. Although i lonely, afraid, worry, homesick but all is just a short period only..i must able to well establish everything as well as study hard in order to graduate here.
thank you dad and mum...:)
Take care everyone...
gods bless...
Friday, February 12, 2010
二月九号
Morning breakfast….check out at 9 sumthing….rent a taxi to hibiscus student accommodation. End up taxi driver fetch us to the wrong place. the place is juz beside only..end up we get scold by the people at there…saying that blur lur…wat office hour not yet open la…
Taxi at here very professional lo…as they have the GPS system to assist them to drive to the destination.cool..but expensive lo…once go up..they calculate meters…but once u up..$2.70 charge 1st..then follow by the meters…
Finally I reach the accommodation d….over there quite nice…nice environment…nice place for me to…especially single room that able for me to do my things personally as well as able to put more effort and concentration on study..is not easy to come to Australia..i need to put more effort to study hard and hardworking for my future..after sign up the room..i settle down myself…over here the room mate is quite high compare to others.i don’t noe..may b..or may not..nvm..i might need to search a room ater September.
After that I go to University to register myself..haiz…is my 1st time to travel such a far distance..kindly feel so lonely..feel scare..feel nervous…and so on..some kind of negative emo…plus plus..
The University are surrounded by lots of treeS..cool man…wHat a nice environment.sound like a forest university..haha….some kind of big environment to me…perhaps it give me a big challenge to me. challenge on independent skills and so on…at Australia …the public transport is very efficient and on time compare to Malaysia public transport..if Malaysia can be 50 % of Aus..haha…a lot of student and working adult might not be late as well as get scold by lec as well as their boss….there is impossible…haha…is a nice experience for me…cool man…I love it..bus nonstop and keep route…don’t een wait for an half hour for the bus..within few minutes …it reaches in front of me…hahaha…so nice… the rate might be or slightly expensive if normal people without Go card. Luckily I got a student go card..got student price..hehe…not bad…but for me I still feel it expensive to me…kakazzz…may b I am the 1 who kiam siap gua…kakakazzz..
Australia phone very different wan..need to register la….wat a difficult way to have a number..it make me until headache and fell out on it.haiz….i need more patient…or else things might come to even more worst…
patient patient ALEX…
Australia’s shopping mall…haha…I can say…can compare to mid valley…I only able to visit their one of the shopping mall name’s GARDEN CITY…cool…is types of combination of department store as well as specific item store and so on. Grocery items electronic items, cloths..and so on.the only thing different is their food…aiyooo..all fast food…die la..haha…got MCD, subway, nomina pizza….and so on..haha..
What a tired day….haha..but is nice…is valuable for me…for my life…
Taxi at here very professional lo…as they have the GPS system to assist them to drive to the destination.cool..but expensive lo…once go up..they calculate meters…but once u up..$2.70 charge 1st..then follow by the meters…
Finally I reach the accommodation d….over there quite nice…nice environment…nice place for me to…especially single room that able for me to do my things personally as well as able to put more effort and concentration on study..is not easy to come to Australia..i need to put more effort to study hard and hardworking for my future..after sign up the room..i settle down myself…over here the room mate is quite high compare to others.i don’t noe..may b..or may not..nvm..i might need to search a room ater September.
After that I go to University to register myself..haiz…is my 1st time to travel such a far distance..kindly feel so lonely..feel scare..feel nervous…and so on..some kind of negative emo…plus plus..
The University are surrounded by lots of treeS..cool man…wHat a nice environment.sound like a forest university..haha….some kind of big environment to me…perhaps it give me a big challenge to me. challenge on independent skills and so on…at Australia …the public transport is very efficient and on time compare to Malaysia public transport..if Malaysia can be 50 % of Aus..haha…a lot of student and working adult might not be late as well as get scold by lec as well as their boss….there is impossible…haha…is a nice experience for me…cool man…I love it..bus nonstop and keep route…don’t een wait for an half hour for the bus..within few minutes …it reaches in front of me…hahaha…so nice… the rate might be or slightly expensive if normal people without Go card. Luckily I got a student go card..got student price..hehe…not bad…but for me I still feel it expensive to me…kakazzz…may b I am the 1 who kiam siap gua…kakakazzz..
Australia phone very different wan..need to register la….wat a difficult way to have a number..it make me until headache and fell out on it.haiz….i need more patient…or else things might come to even more worst…
patient patient ALEX…
Australia’s shopping mall…haha…I can say…can compare to mid valley…I only able to visit their one of the shopping mall name’s GARDEN CITY…cool…is types of combination of department store as well as specific item store and so on. Grocery items electronic items, cloths..and so on.the only thing different is their food…aiyooo..all fast food…die la..haha…got MCD, subway, nomina pizza….and so on..haha..
What a tired day….haha..but is nice…is valuable for me…for my life…
人生中的第一次
二月八号，二零一零年
凌晨五点半出发。。搭了德士到几场去。。心情十分兴奋又伤心。。。
兴奋的是我要搭飞机了。。也算是我第一次坐吧。。三岁那次更本都不知道做飞机的感觉是怎样。。到了机场后。。便CHECK IN ..看到的是繁荣的建筑物。。。很豪华。。也很高兴的。。。我终于可以坐飞机到国外了。。。在这里。。真的要感谢爸爸的支持与鼓励。。没有爸爸金钱上的支持。。我也没有今天。。。谢谢你。爸爸。。在机场。。也拍了很多照片的。。。很开心。。但是心情还是有点沉重的感觉。。或去没人送我吧。。。。真的感觉到很寂寞。。。去到那里都是一个人。。。到了陌生的地方。。心理更是沉重了许多。。心理感觉到有一股。。很怕陌生的感觉。。很担心。。很怕。。很多优。。但是我又能怎样呢？ 是我要走这一条路的。。。要怪就怪自己。。但是我没有怪自己。。就当作这是一个考验吧。。只是心理有点怕和担心。。加油汶沁。。勇敢的问。。。错了。。给人笑。。无所谓。。最重要的能够问到我需要的东西。。。
上飞机后。。心情更加的开心。。。终算我能够坐到飞机了。。。
在飞机上。。。座位都坐满了游客的。。。我也不例外。。找了坐号。。坐下来。。。绑好安全带。。然后准备起飞了。。。很兴奋。。飞机飞了。。。慢慢的移动。。然后的加快速度。。。很快的飞机起飞了。。。飞机飞了一层。。。又一层的。。。感觉好像在坐云霞飞车一样。。哈哈。。在飞机上我可以看到很多空姐。。空少的。。很好看。。。女的美男的帅。。。很整齐。。。而我却坐在窗旁便的看外面的风景的。。。太美了啦。。。那一朵朵的云。。。很可爱。。很白。。很好看的。。。去澳洲的路程有将近七小时多。。坐在飞机的我还是坐着。。哈哈。。还好有白白的云陪我。。看到它们心情好许多了。。也许太阳有点猛。。看久了。。眼睛会痛。。没关系。。看多久都无关系。。。因为第一次嘛。。哈哈。。。在飞机上心情有时闷闷的。。。可能是气压吧。。。也有点想家人吧。。。咳。。。没关系。。。加油加油。。在飞机上不是吃就是睡。。哈哈。。不肥才怪。。吃了早餐。。。过不久。就饮料。。不是饮料就是雪糕。。哈哈。。。终共吃了三餐。。。太饱了啦。。。飞机上的厕所很小。。只可以容纳一个人的空间。。。哈哈。。不错。。。我也上了好几次。。感觉还不赖。。。
时间过得真快。。。到了SYNEY了。。在那边。。我还需要等下一个转机。。。一个小时后。。。又一次的上飞机了。。上了飞机。。。又吃。。哈哈。。。不是面包。。就是三文治。。咳。。。我的胃就快要顶不住了。。。大约一个小时多。。终于到了。。过关时。。还蛮紧张的。。怕说我的行李有药不给我过。。还好。。。佛菩萨保佑。。。这关也过了。。。咳。。。到了机场外面了。。。却没人来接我。。。还蛮担心的。。。等啊等。。。一个小时多了。。。在没有办法后。。。坐了得士去到酒店。。。咳。。。花了冤枉钱。。。。安全就好。。。
坐了一整天的飞机。。也累了。。。睡觉咯。。。。
晚安。。。一天又过了。。。
凌晨五点半出发。。搭了德士到几场去。。心情十分兴奋又伤心。。。
兴奋的是我要搭飞机了。。也算是我第一次坐吧。。三岁那次更本都不知道做飞机的感觉是怎样。。到了机场后。。便CHECK IN ..看到的是繁荣的建筑物。。。很豪华。。也很高兴的。。。我终于可以坐飞机到国外了。。。在这里。。真的要感谢爸爸的支持与鼓励。。没有爸爸金钱上的支持。。我也没有今天。。。谢谢你。爸爸。。在机场。。也拍了很多照片的。。。很开心。。但是心情还是有点沉重的感觉。。或去没人送我吧。。。。真的感觉到很寂寞。。。去到那里都是一个人。。。到了陌生的地方。。心理更是沉重了许多。。心理感觉到有一股。。很怕陌生的感觉。。很担心。。很怕。。很多优。。但是我又能怎样呢？ 是我要走这一条路的。。。要怪就怪自己。。但是我没有怪自己。。就当作这是一个考验吧。。只是心理有点怕和担心。。加油汶沁。。勇敢的问。。。错了。。给人笑。。无所谓。。最重要的能够问到我需要的东西。。。
上飞机后。。心情更加的开心。。。终算我能够坐到飞机了。。。
在飞机上。。。座位都坐满了游客的。。。我也不例外。。找了坐号。。坐下来。。。绑好安全带。。然后准备起飞了。。。很兴奋。。飞机飞了。。。慢慢的移动。。然后的加快速度。。。很快的飞机起飞了。。。飞机飞了一层。。。又一层的。。。感觉好像在坐云霞飞车一样。。哈哈。。在飞机上我可以看到很多空姐。。空少的。。很好看。。。女的美男的帅。。。很整齐。。。而我却坐在窗旁便的看外面的风景的。。。太美了啦。。。那一朵朵的云。。。很可爱。。很白。。很好看的。。。去澳洲的路程有将近七小时多。。坐在飞机的我还是坐着。。哈哈。。还好有白白的云陪我。。看到它们心情好许多了。。也许太阳有点猛。。看久了。。眼睛会痛。。没关系。。看多久都无关系。。。因为第一次嘛。。哈哈。。。在飞机上心情有时闷闷的。。。可能是气压吧。。。也有点想家人吧。。。咳。。。没关系。。。加油加油。。在飞机上不是吃就是睡。。哈哈。。不肥才怪。。吃了早餐。。。过不久。就饮料。。不是饮料就是雪糕。。哈哈。。。终共吃了三餐。。。太饱了啦。。。飞机上的厕所很小。。只可以容纳一个人的空间。。。哈哈。。不错。。。我也上了好几次。。感觉还不赖。。。
时间过得真快。。。到了SYNEY了。。在那边。。我还需要等下一个转机。。。一个小时后。。。又一次的上飞机了。。上了飞机。。。又吃。。哈哈。。。不是面包。。就是三文治。。咳。。。我的胃就快要顶不住了。。。大约一个小时多。。终于到了。。过关时。。还蛮紧张的。。怕说我的行李有药不给我过。。还好。。。佛菩萨保佑。。。这关也过了。。。咳。。。到了机场外面了。。。却没人来接我。。。还蛮担心的。。。等啊等。。。一个小时多了。。。在没有办法后。。。坐了得士去到酒店。。。咳。。。花了冤枉钱。。。。安全就好。。。
坐了一整天的飞机。。也累了。。。睡觉咯。。。。
晚安。。。一天又过了。。。
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