unexpected day

today is 6 of October. today consider an unexpected day too. wake up around 10am and suddenly dad talk to me saying that want me to fetch him to take the car from samyong service center. at first i plan to fill up my car with petrol and than come back and fetch dad to there but end up i get scold why should go twice???at the moment i was like so innocence and get scold non stop. anyway i expect today dad's mood will not be usual and perhaps it might be worse than that. 10 minit later we start our journey. during the journey, only DJ in radio are allow to talk as i was open it so that it won't be so quiet. after i reach the service center, i drop off my dad then straight away go back. cool...is my 1st time to drive on the federal highway...so many car...haha...such a stupid fellow...is a normal road with more than 3 lane and lots of car only nothing different as well.

10 minit later, i reach home continue with a shower. unexpected stuff happen on the next moment. when we are really going out for lunch, argument happen on mum and dad with just a simple stuff (unable to find cloth)come on...just a small matter no need argue right??do u agree???is just a simple stuff, it create unnecessary event happen, my mum cry just because of my dad shout at my mum. guys attitude are like that...izzit including me???i wish i'm not in the list. if dad can communicate smoothly, it won't be happen such a serious and unexpected condition. at the moment i was frighten as my dad shout at my mum. what to do?i just can stand at there keep quiet. in my heart i wish i can concern my mum, i do care about my mum's feeling. is same as gal need caring and concern right?treat them correctly and smoothly, they will treat us back the same tools and correct method as well ..i wish my dad can concern more towards my mum..don't always shout at her..she also got emo and feeling. as well as mum too

thereby, i wish all of guys please do take care of people around you whatever who izzit?what relationship to you?beside you or not?as well as please appreciate them especially gals or your gf or your sister or your mum. they are our closer people that give us additional caring and concern. besides that, gals also need to put more effort on it..i know every gal also have feeling but please control it properly and not spread it out by shouting people around. this is not a proper way..(LH) are you like that???i wish you are not but this is not a fact and it happen on you. will you change???i wish too.

i wish i am not the person....(BIG MAN)


so scary....

mum..don't cry already...i will stand there for you..

afternoon. is kind of tired and down mood after the unexpected incident. they do go back to BM. don't know how are they?take time... when i reach home, i receive a message saying that can you fetch me to dentist there??at the moment i feel so (wu nai) but keep my emo down and reply the message i going to fetch you. being a boyfriend fetch his girl friend is part of responsibility, but i guess is wrong timing for me to fetch you. at the moment i need to cool down myself and rest. recently i feel like i am lost and not feeling well. headache...stress....sometime dizzy...i need rest....end up...i do go and fetch you..

sometime i really feel very tired....but i still stand up..cz i still got lots of challenges need to face it and soft it.i cannot give up so fast.

after drop off you, i went back to my home. unexpected accident happen on the road just beside me..one car bang another car..is kind of serious case.at the moment, wah....the services man immediately come to the incident and settle the situation. luckly i not the person who involve in the accident. thanks god.....

now i am sitting in front of laptop writing the daily, it tells me that i should appreciate the next moment in this world and should not give up easily. today is unexpected day to me...life is full of unexpected incident.is that call surprise????i don't think so. what to do??is still part of my life and i need to face it and go though my whole life...


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cheers Alex..